boyfriend face & music & cupcakes

I kept waking up all night. Such is the problem with nursing school. My stress level has been over 9000 since starting this semester. I wake up all the time, at all hours, with bizarre dreams. Can I not express how much I need for this semester to be over?! Prayers prayers prayers.

Last night I got to see (and kiss!) my boyfriend's naked face since he shaved his beard off. It was weird and wonderful at the same time.



We were going to be healthy and make hat dugs (hot dogs) and bargas (burgers), but my roommate was cooking her boyfriend dinner, so we went to Chilis and talked about being adults and how our friend Carrie Ann is about to pop and have a baby, and how scary and exciting that has to be at the same time. Also, we have been discussing wedding/moving in things. Not moving in before we get married, since we are trying to do things "right", but I never thought about how that works. If you're not living together before you get married, then how do you find a house to move into for AFTER you get married? That would have to be some serious spot on timing. I guess you could rent, but for the same price (or cheaper) you could buy a little bitty house, which is what we want.

Such ideas cross my mind, but shouldn't because I'm not even engaged! ;) But I kind of feel like we are. We talk about things like we are getting married and where we want to live and things like that. And even though I want it to happen, I have kind of mellowed out about the idea of it happening anytime soon. I know he loves me, and it will happen when the time is right. I just have no patience!

Another reason why I need prayers. I used to be really okay and easy going about "giving it all to God" and just praying. I am not having a struggle with my Faith or anything, but it's harder for me to focus enough to pray and really give it to Him. Like, my attention span goes from praying to nursing school and what I should be doing and how worried I am in like, 2 seconds flat. Guh.

This semester needs to be over so I can go to the renaissance fair, the mountains with my boyfriend, and spend time with family and friends! Before I have to work anyway...

That jalapeno cheese fries dish is weighing heavily on my stomach... I need some Imodium and Pepcid.

Here are some songs that are stuck in my head all the time, even when I wake up at 4:30 in the morning:

 

Ok, here are pictures of boyfriend and a boobie cupcake for breast cancer awareness:

Delicious boobie cupcake! We got ribbons too!

Boyfriend before shave!

Boyfriend immediately after the big shave! (He's going to kill me... but he's handsome!)