hot

It's March. It's hot.

If that's any indication of what this summer is going to be like, then it's going to be awful!
I need to go camping and go to Six Flags and go hiking and all of those outdoorsy things before it gets crazy hot.

I know I keep saying it, but I have GOT to get back into church. For tons and tons of reasons. I am feeling myself becoming more and less of the person I want to be at the same time. I'm growing up, but I need to get back to church. My mind wanders to things that it shouldn't or things that just aren't good to worry about, and it never used to. I need to fill my brain up with healthy love and God things.

There are just things that I see everyday that make me really sad. Cheaters, liars, murderers, etc. Sex things everywhere, violent things everywhere... it just makes me want to run away into the mountains and get rid of my tv! How things have changed. Sure, things like this happened before, but it wasn't publicized or offered out for everyone ever to see. I just feel like the only place I am safe is in church, and I'm falling away from that. I want to have a super healthy relationship with God and a healthy relationship with Nathan and a healthy family when I decide to have one. The world is a scary, sad, awful place. I sometimes wonder if there are any good people left. Even the "good" ones that I know aren't, really. I know no one is perfect, and I am certainly not, but there are just some things that are so sad... People hurting other people and all that. It makes my heart hurt.

Back to church I go, and hopefully to stay.