sleep escapes me

I have a big giant check-off in lab tomorrow and I can't sleep.
I mean, I probably could if I got off the internet and quit watching TV and turned the light off... BUT... I can't. I miss my boyfriend and I just want to hug him real hard.
I'm also being a total girl and fantasizing and looking at engagement rings that might look pretty on that special finger and dresses and I want to dye my hair brown again and I want bangs and I want my skin to clear up and I want to be skinny minny and I want a sewing machine to make cute clothes and an easy job and and and and...
I just want my boyfriend home... I said that already... but I do. Still. Yep.

I'm such a sap. I love him a lot. I miss him.
One more day...