Improvements

Number one thing that I have to improve: Sleep.

For some reason, I can't sleep at night. No matter how exhausted I am from school and other things throughout the day, I can't turn my brain off at night. So, I end up paroosing Pinterest and watching countless episodes of Law and Order in the hopes that it will put me to sleep since I have seen all of them. Since I can't sleep, and I am all over Pinterest, I have found tons of things that I would like to try!

I am trying to lose weight and eat healthier. Nate comes over to the house quite a bit and I have found that I really like to cook. (It's much more enjoyable cooking for 2 than for myself, because when I'm by myself I can just eat whatever). I found tons and tons and tons of recipes on Pinterest that looked delicious and healthy, so I'm going to give it a try!

Before I said that I was getting crafty, and the more that I surf that wonderful ADD-fest website, the more I want a dress form and a sewing machine and a kiln and clay and glaze and furniture to paint, etc. I am working on seeing if someone around here can fire things for me since I can't afford even a little bitty kiln, and Nate's aunt (and mom) both said that I could borrow their sewing machines!

Now, I sound like a mom, which is creepy. I mean, I'm not a mom. I won't be a mom for a long time. However, the older I get and the more I study and stress out, the more I realize that I need an outlet, and I need creative outlets, so I'm going to try and do some new things to keep from going insane!

I had a goodnight tonight just spending time with Nate and his family. I was so comfortable laying with him on the couch indulging in some Spongebob (mature, I know) that I could have passed out! Then as soon as I left and got home, my brain was wired and I couldn't sleep. I'm a mess. OH! I have a job interview tomorrow! Today... whatever. I just hope and pray that it goes well because I need an income if I want to go on more cool dates with my sweetest boyfriend and if I want to eat better (cheap food is the most fattening ever!) and if I want to be crafty. I just want to be done with school and living in a cozy, bitty house and making my own cute clothes and eating good food with Nate. :)

It'll happen one day!