Well...

I know that I said that I met someone. And I have, and he's wonderful. But, he may take a job in Chicago, and if that happens, well, we both don't know what will happen. We both cried about it, we both hugged and kissed until he had to go home. I guess we will see what happens. I am praying hard for God to keep this happiness in my life. I haven't been this happy in a long long long time. I just really pray that maybe there can be a compromise. Maybe he can find a job here in Georgia and we can still be together. I really don't want to lose the first good thing that I've had in a long time. I'm praying hard, and I pray that he will hear my prayers. I know that I have to leave it up to Him and that everything happens for a reason, but it's still hard to let something so good leave my life. I did tell him how I felt though, and i hope that he realizes that I'm not just saying it to say it.

I kind of already miss him, and I kind of love being around him.