1.26.2013

Photos

So my photography is one of my best most favorite things in the world right now. I am missing my fiancé (he's on a business trip), so editing and putting my photos up is fun. I have noticed though, that since the Internet can be anonymous, no one has any reservations about making negative comments about anyone's work. It's impersonal, so they don't think about what they say or how it effects that person. Of course, I was pretty hurt after the first few negative comments I received about my lighting or posing, but then I realized, I am not a bad photographer; I know that I am quite good. My style will not be everyone else's style. It's making me have tougher skin, and Nathan is really good about making me feel better. He doesn't want me to give up, which gives me strength. It's hard to get critical non-constructive comments though. Especially about something that you're very excited about and try really hard to master. I know I have a lot to learn; but I have to start somewhere. Tomorrow I have another bridal session. Those are my favorite! It'll be an actual husband/wife shoot, which is exciting!

Also, Nathan comes home.
I want to kiss him and eat 60 munchkin donuts in the bed.

Sunday I have 3 shoots. It'll be a busy weekend. But I am blessed, and thankful, and even during the hard times, I try to remember that God has my heart in his sight and he's got the best coming for me. Even when people are trying to make me upset. God made me a photographer and a nurse and an almost wife and a sister and a daughter and a best friend. He can take me through it all.

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