4th of July Weekend

I passed Algebra, which was a feat in itself. I don't know if I mentioned it, but Hipsterjack (way back when we first started dating, I said I would call him Beard. I don't know what happened with that...) and I are officially boyfriend/girlfriend.

Although I am an adult, I can't help but feel wonderful when I am around him, and sad when I'm not. Well, not all the time sad, but when we part on not wonderful terms it makes me sad. I really care about him a lot. I have been contemplating saying the big "L" (uh oh) word for awhile, but I haven't and I don't know if I should. I keep praying about it, and I am hoping that God gives me a sign. I just for some reason lately, have been really stressed out. I am relieved about Algebra, but I think I am worried about Hipsterjack's new job (which requires SOME travel, we both don't really know how much) so I am praying about that, and I don't know when to say the "L" word, which is surprisingly stressful.

I need a weekend away with just me and my Hipsterjack. I get to see him tomorrow, and I am super excited. :)

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I have a date with HIPSTERJACK today and I am so excited. He is the sweetest man I have ever been lucky to have and know. He told me today that I made him smile and that he's glad that he found me. It makes me want to cry. In a good way! I forget how lost and lonely I was sometimes, but having him is a constant reminder of how God worked and is working in my life. My apartment is settled in Athens, God provided money through amazing family. I am praying about my math class, as it is proving to be harder than ever. And still, in my relationships I am weeding out negative people that do me more harm than good and being ever more positive. This man... God really blessed me. He is a gift to me. We play off of each other wonderfully. I don't have to worry, and if I find my mind wandering that way, I pray. I tell myself to give all of my worry over to God, which is hard, but it works. I am in love, and no, he still doesn't know it. I want to shout it from the rooftops, but all in good time I suppose. :) anyway, I love God and I love this man and I love his family and I love where I am headed. Thank you, God. :)

I'm in Love...

... But he doesn't know it yet ;)

:)

Well, nothing super new or anything. I am still dating Hipsterjack, and I like him very much :) I got an A in Spanish this summer and started my first nursing class! I am stressing about money and moving to Athens, but I'm excited too. I am having a hard time letting God have complete control even though I know I have to. I have to keep praying about it!